moonshine

Dysnomia

2006-09-17T19:08:00.000-07:00

This report is a short edition of the important aspects of the natal chart for Dysnomia and her relationship with planet earth. It concentrates on this new moon’s purpose, born of its home planet Eris, and exposes their collective influence throughout the galactic realm.

Sun in the Twelfth House

Composite sun in the twelfth house is a significant position, but it presents challenges that earthlings would rather ignore. It indicates that the synergetic collision between Dysnomia and homo-sapiens, will force the latter to encounter aspects of their inner-selves that they would normally keep hidden from themselves, as well as from others. This placement demands that the homo-sapiens – given intelligence, higher consciousness and will to power – thoroughly search their inner most caves to comprehend how psychological traits are operating egotistically and destructively.

Moon in the Ninth House

At its best, this is a positive position for learning and growth, and it is strongest in situations that emphasize communication and the exchange of ideas. Entities that exert individual gains, rationalism, control and megalomania above that of celestial and global well-being, will defy the lawlessness introduced by Dysnomia and hence, self-combust in alienation and despair, under the greater force of the moon’s potent tidal energy. What this aspect encourages is a balance of self-reliance within a climate of cooperation, unity and collective consciousness.

Moon Conjunct Mars

The conjunction of composite Moon and composite Mars indicates that narcissistic entities will assume aggression and war in the face of losing their grip on the more sentient and graceful, although almighty and primal pressure inherent at the core of the cosmos. This creates a magnetic orbit of fear that completely consumes homo-sapien consciousness, and hence dictates their daily life, stripping them of liberation and celebration. At the same time it is possible that this conjunction can channel militant forces of a positive and highly evolved nature, targeting particular entities to not succumb to the ailments, but rather, unlock artistic doorways and create crucial evidence of the universal homo-sapien condition, in order to display a mirror image of this conjunction in action.

Venus in the Tenth House

On a psychological level, this relationship between astrological activity and homo-sapien cognitive behaviour, will strongly drive the destiny of planet Earth. However, such astral rhythms will go by unacknowledged by mortals. While the development of the chemistry between the outer plane occupied by Dysnomia and that of the Earth’s, meddle in etheric communication, it will take eons of years – primarily due to the aforementioned obstacles – for a harmonious relationship to be sustained.

The only way by which this can be realised is by complete surrender to the magic inherent in nature, trust in the spontaneity of chance, and a commitment to the overriding pre-historic wisdom of our primal consciousness, imbedded in the soul of existence. The emergence of herd mentalities operating forcefully enough to attempt to govern astrological nature presented in this natal chart, herald an increase in suffering, terror, poverty, barbaric slaughter, unbearable solitude, psychological crisis and deformed physicality. A fate that will eventually swallow whole, the life-affirming essence of Earth and her natives, to her death.

rose coloured glasses; white picket fences

2006-09-13T01:47:00.000-07:00

We should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once. And we should call every truth false which was not accompanied by at least one laugh.

We admire Nietzsche because he relieves us of the true nature of the human condition, firstly by removing God and therefore negating the greatest giver of meaning to humanity, and secondly, allowing us to be Godly in our existence. This may also be why we despise him, for being Godly can be an overwhelmingly powerful act of liberation, a responsibility, a force that makes us reckon with ourselves.
Nietszche removes the rose-coloured glasses from the white-picket fences of morality, reward and faith. He’s an advocate of truth and not truth in morality but the truth of individual existence. He embraces the unbearable suffering of life by reminding us to pack our will to power as tourists of despair, into places that are seemingly meaningless. How can we find the truth of our nature if we are to resist our shadows? Don’t we deny life when we turn our back on truth? Can we mistrust the fundamentals we are born into and still find meaning?

This is the most primal of philosophy. One may feel less human and more animalistic when resolving that consciousness destroys the primal wonders of the universe. Let’s not seek approval for being authentically ‘me’. I can design my own religion, my own map of the cosmos, my own values. And I can resolve to value nothing. This is the most life-affirming of life-style. To view all exterior perspectives as questionable, to see all theories as provisional, to break free from cause and effect arithmetic and embrace chance, error, irrationality and transgression…perhaps that is why we need Nietzsche, to remind us of the dance between Apollonian and Dionysian forces, with its nexus as the dance floor of our existence.

the art of being human

2006-09-11T06:19:00.000-07:00

...the juxtaposition of unblinking recognition of the frightfulness of life with a stubborn determination not to be subdued by it, which must often mean that even the greatest artists turn their backs on things they have seen, and insist on carrying on in spite of them, while those who achieve the supreme heights perform the further feat of converting that ‘in spite of’ into ‘because of’...

2006-08-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

"Breach Birth"Be brave reshapeCan't force all into moldsPassing out schematicsForcing all into moldsOnce more about to changeSome try and fall beneath moldsWell it's your right so[Chorus]I'll keep on this pathTurning around bending shapesCutting it inWe could excel beyondThe latter foolsStart a new toneHating the sameEmpty the roomSo create, reclaimSovereign shapes tempting usRation out, their schematicsDare we live without moldsSo far what's left betweenThey try and fail beneath molds[bridge]Feel locked in a roomAnd starting to chokeEnticing the shameAwaken a world our own_Chevelle

wisdom passed down through the nuns

2006-08-23T23:01:00.000-07:00

i think being dumped sucks

i think it's highly irritating...you have to do such pathetic things in order to reign sane at the end of it

you have to look inside yourslef and tell yourself you love yourself

you have to go out with yourself instead, ha!

and you have to think up ways of not getting bored with yourself because all the gurus have told you that boredom is an exciting opportunity to start something new

they tell you that when 'new' comes knocking you must open the door

oh, and they tell you that if you love someone that you give them infinite space...did the gurus ever fall in love or is thus just ancient wisdom past down through the nuns..

if i were a guru i'd be a teacher of debauchery; part of the dionysian sect

i'd indulge in the irrational and laugh at the logic

i'd kick and scream whenever i didn't get my way

i'd live dangerously..and i'd live to tell everyone about it..that's what gurus do right?

and people would come to me for advice and i'd tell them to 'fuck off' so that they'd walk away with nothing to look into but themselves....hey, doesn't that remind you of the angelic sect, no?

just passing the baton from one blind faith to another, until you realise the only thing you can do is laugh

oh, and hope..that's a very good one too

hope that the dreams you had are still alive...dreams being dreams in your workshop of evolution

being dumped does suck..it takes more energy than dumping, it's boring and nothing to write home about, it puts you at square one with a platter of the same dreams to remind you that you are not quite there yet...

..my truth still stands for when i am alone with my dumped self:

it's the knock backs that make you chase more

...and why do the gods keep laughing?..

i won't let you know

2006-08-19T01:22:00.000-07:00

i wish to build something
but something not tangible
something beyond but completely within
that exists eternally and steadfast to my being..but not my being itself..
something protected by all mortal error
it will be weightless
light
i wish to create it beyond the realm of art
something only i know to be
true and constant..
..and where would one find such a treasure..
in the abyss?
in the music?
in the spirit?
..i won't let you know

Power Grid of the Soul

2006-08-08T13:38:00.000-07:00

I can picture myself at the centre of my universe....a form of galactic matter that arrived so long ago in the realm of infinity, in this vessel, this body, to establish yet again another run for my money on how to unravel the masterpiece of 'this' life towards it's highest good...again..and again...and again...

I'm done with the egocentric impetus although I acknowledge its function in keeping me human, but beyond the five senses is the inetlligence, is it not, that plugs us into the universal power grid of collective consciousness. Life starts to look absurd and at the same time very familure when you can start reading the dialogue of life as a script of signs, messages, trials and tribulations...where's the limit of existence? What's your threshold of fear?

Well, happy to say, i've reached the abyss - self-consciously and with full-awareness. Mere constructs of the material plane are now laughable, aren't they? And how does one come to such a conlcusion when the only thing that drives her is faith and breath?

Oh well, the construct of the home becomes merely a shell of protection, for when even within it's four walls is a microcosm of destruction and construction, life, death and re-birth, you know, the cycles...the more room-mates the more complex the dynamics, the quicker the triggers...

And for love? Just as elusive..nothing certain, nothing maintained. An organic thing in itself that evolves depending on just how much you generate within yourself for starters, and look to identify the catalysts along the way. While a broken heart my be romantically distressing, what greater glory than the breaking open of a heart. To let go of an old friend who you thought was an 'extra part of you - the missing piece of the puzzle of self-completion', to let go of them in order that they may be them...and contain love for them in its purest form. Again, another stitch in one's own quilt of human interaction and intimacy..just how big can the heart grow!!! yeehah!

So take away home, and external relations, even the company of the animal kingdom, and what's left in the absence of these distractions to the spirit?

Little else BUT the soul. The engine of the body still maintaining it, the mind ticking over trying to define it, the soul itself seeking to perfect it and meet it. Ha! What a random, existentialist, foolish existence...oh well, keep tottering along. Don't forget to master the wisdom of 'face value' + 'gut instint' = 'direct course of action.' Pack with you your camping gear; pack 'light'. Oh, and you have talents - use them! They'll love it. And why, you ask, when there truly is nothing to prove of the self?

It all comes down to a matter of religion of the individual - be it art, be it ritual, be it one of those faiths that moves mountains...but keep it secret I say. Know what's fun and games....so long as you are plugged into the power grid of the internal, eternal wisdom of the one you..then who really cares???

CONVERSATION WITH NIETZSCHE

2006-08-01T21:47:00.000-07:00

LIFE IS AT AN END WHERE THE 'KINGDOM OF GOD' BEGINS.....

THE IRRATIONALITY OF A THING IS NO ARGUMENT AGAINST ITS EXISTENCE....

ATHENA'S OWL FLIES AT TWILIGHT....

CONSCIOUSNESS DESTROYS THE PRIMAL WONDERS OF THE UNIVERSE...

symbolic existence

2006-08-01T06:21:00.000-07:00

..it's a little empty when existence becomes symbolic...exactly as it is...a collage of symbols that you either appreciate or you don't, all lined up in life's rich tapestry waiting for you to transcend yourself from each symbolic platform...what's a life without a god, a clown without a red nose, a rainbow without blue, a song without a beat...surely we must stop and put the breaks on in this age of information inundation...how many symbols can you read at once?

...and isn't it the most breathtaking when one such symbol can make you rise or fall...

2006-06-15T18:58:00.000-07:00

...perhaps missing is my least favourite of the emotions, even next to jealousy. While jealousy is ugly, missing gives the illusion that a part of you has vanished, and that's difficult to accept...meanwhile, in the infinity of the universe you are barely alone...that makes for an intricately beautiful paradox...

2006-06-10T07:01:00.000-07:00

...if you were a sky which one would you be?..

2006-06-09T01:15:00.000-07:00

the artist's life cannot be otherwise than full of conflicts, for two forces are at war within him - on the one hand the common human longing for happiness, satisfaction and security in life, and on the other a ruthless passion for creation which may go so far as to override every personal desire....there are hardly any exceptions to the rule that a person must pay dearly for the divine gift of creative fire

- Carl Jung

...hardly any exceptions to the rule?...

2006-06-04T07:03:00.000-07:00

gigantic, melancholic

2006-06-04T06:32:00.000-07:00

when the closest of
friends is listening
but her words are mere
fog in the storm
when the heart must
retreat
and warm her own
feet
in the silence of
torment and mourn...
when the lover
abondens the ship
as though absence and
pain is a gift
when child
within
must face her own
sin
and sleep in a prayer
for the rift...
when being is
nothingness blue
and nights are as dry
as a well
when knowing means
now
regardless of
how
the gigantic memories
swell...

meditation #2

2006-06-03T18:36:00.000-07:00

"speaking up isn't going to lead to breaking up" - patented, claire 2006

yellow yellow

2006-06-02T21:33:00.000-07:00

yellow yellow
yellow tornado
yellow gerbera
yellow butterfly
yellow pants
yellow curls
yellow fire
yellow saint
yellow taxi
yellow paralysis
yellow screams
yellow orange
yellow vibration
yellow wind
yellow
rain
yellow fireworks...

meditation #1

2006-06-01T18:29:00.000-07:00

all knowledge and all wisdom seem to be contained in our minds, and when we learn 'something new' we are actually only discovering something that existed in our self all along (RLT p. 252)

cyberpsych

2006-06-01T18:15:00.000-07:00

Andrew Mencinsky says:
Charlotka
Andrew Mencinsky says:
My visit to Melbourne has been postponed (again)
Andrew Mencinsky says:
I'm not sure when I'll be there
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
ok
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
that's ok
Andrew Mencinsky says:
I'll keep you informed and let you know when it is finally confirmed
Andrew Mencinsky says:
How did the presentations go?
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
ok. ta.
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i've only had one.
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Did you use the word "unequivocally"?
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
it was about jokes and their relation to the unconscious, using freud and ulysses.
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
haven't done the mexican one yet
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Ok
Andrew Mencinsky says:
I checked out your Blog last night
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
it's new
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
obviously
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
but i figure i can use it as a platform
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
and see aht happens
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
what
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
especially if i eventually get published...
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
then people can find out more as to what i'm thinking
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
do you think it's an ok thing to do?
Andrew Mencinsky says:
The blog? Sure
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i mean, it's not to meet people etc....well, maybe network a little, but i figure since everyone seems to have one it's the biggest forum we have these days...so i should move with the times
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i feel so depressed this morning. can i tell you about it or are you busy?
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Would you like me to call you?
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
no
Andrew Mencinsky says:
What's wrong?
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i just miss mexico so much and no one understands
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
it's not about vic
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
ofcourse i miss him
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
but it's the country and the culture and here i just don't feel the same anymore
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
and i feel stuck
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
living with annabel
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i think her personality is chnaging in these last few weeks
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
and i try not to take it personally
Andrew Mencinsky says:
That was part of your reason in returning however
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i know
Andrew Mencinsky says:
To be with Annabel and share the pregnancy experience
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i don't want to be resentful
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
but today i am
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Why? What has happened? Has she said something, do you feel she is overly reliant upon you?
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
no, she's done nothing wrong, i mean, i do have to take care of more domestics because she can't, but that's not the issue
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
it's just like i have my room and i can only get all cooped up in here, and have to keep everything to a minimum, my music etc..and i feel restricted
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i think i'm used to having more space to myself
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
and i know a baby will take up heaps of room
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Of course it will
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
and i just don't want to be here anymore, i want to be in mexico and yet i feel bad feeling that
Andrew Mencinsky says:
It is natural to feel that
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
but i feel so alone
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Mexico stimulated you more than Australia does
Andrew Mencinsky says:
You were in a state of emotional/intellectual/personal growth
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Change gives energy
Andrew Mencinsky says:
You're no longer changing (or changing less)
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Therefore you are less energised
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Therefore you are feeling flat and depressed
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
so you mean it's like i've reached a pleatu
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
(spell?)
Andrew Mencinsky says:
plateau
Andrew Mencinsky says:
You had the vowels there, just in the wrong order...
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
that's kind of how i feel at the moment
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
like i have all the pieces, but no structure
Andrew Mencinsky says:
I felt the same way post MBA
Andrew Mencinsky says:
For a very long time
Andrew Mencinsky says:
I missed the challenge, the companionship etc
Andrew Mencinsky says:
So now we have the diagnosis of the problem (Stage 1 of Kanter and Schefft)
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Now we proceed to Stage 2 - Steps to resolve the problem
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
dammit, i can't be bothered...you know i feel asleep in front of a motivational dvd the other day..
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Well, there was your mistake
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
it seems to come in fits and starts
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Listening to a motivational DVD
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
the wisdom teeth thing knockd me around
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Anthony Robbins and his ilk do not lead to self actualisation
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
it was Dwyer
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i mean, i've taken all the necessary steps to get back
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
all my subjects for mexico are approved
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i'm teaching myself spanish by reading my friend's blogs and i ordered books on amazon...
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
and i try and see aussie friends and get the most out of that too
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
but it's weird...it's liek i'm grieving
Andrew Mencinsky says:
You're grieving for an emotional and mental state
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
yes
Andrew Mencinsky says:
One that made you very happy
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
is that normal?
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Of course it is
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Charlotka, I was the same post Ukraine
Andrew Mencinsky says:
And that was only three weeks in country
Andrew Mencinsky says:
You had six months
Andrew Mencinsky says:
So your connection to Mexico has been strengthened by time
Andrew Mencinsky says:
I'm trying to think of a solution to your funk however
Andrew Mencinsky says:
And it is difficult to think of one
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i don't think there is one...really, all i have realised is how profound an affect this place has ahd on me, the people and it's culture
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
and that's a beautiful thing
Andrew Mencinsky says:
When do you think you're heading back?
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
january 2007
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
or even just before NYE
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
for a year and a half
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Wow
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Long time
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
well, i will study for 6 months
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
then defer for a year
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
and teach english
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Charlotka, my advise is this
Andrew Mencinsky says:
advice
Andrew Mencinsky says:
You are making plans to go back
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Accept that at the moment you feel a bit "down in the dumps" about being here and not being able to go back for eight months
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
aha
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Also accept however, that this mood shall pass
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
yep
Andrew Mencinsky says:
And that your state can cycle slightly up and down
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
true true
Andrew Mencinsky says:
So at times you will feel positive about everything, and at other times you will feel more negative
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Try to minimise the impact your negativity has upon others e.g. isolate yourself if you feel grumpy and testy
Andrew Mencinsky says:
I know that every few months I feel angry and upset with the world
Andrew Mencinsky says:
It has happened to me for years and years, so it is unrelated to divorce/relationship issues
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
ok
Andrew Mencinsky says:
When I get that way I want to fight and hurt people
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Now when I feel that black mood coming I isolate myself
Andrew Mencinsky says:
I don't socially engage for a few days and lay low
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Wait for it to pass
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
that's where i am now
Andrew Mencinsky says:
As another step you can tell Annabel that you are feeling a bit dark
Andrew Mencinsky says:
And you need a bit of solitude
Andrew Mencinsky says:
It will help her to understand and to accommodate you
Andrew Mencinsky says:
And the fact you acknowledge and speak about your mood will help it to pass
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
ok
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
that's all good advice
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
you understand me very well
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i felt the need for solitude, but you, solitude for me still has so many cloudy connotations
Andrew Mencinsky says:
30 secds
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Hang on
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Ok, back now
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
thanks
Andrew Mencinsky says:
I understand that solitude has negative historical connotations for you
Andrew Mencinsky says:
However that was then, this is now
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i know
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Solitude is an essential part of adult existence
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Your melancholia was a teenage issue, exacerbated by medical solutions
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i have a better understanding of it now, i know, but it's like i'm learning all over again the language of emotions, without being placed on a drug
Andrew Mencinsky says:
You're in a interesting position
Andrew Mencinsky says:
You are experiencing strong emotions somewhat later in life
Andrew Mencinsky says:
However your intellectual maturity is ahead of your emotional maturity
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
the thing is, life could not be better for me andrew - my creativity is soaring like i am 3 years old, i am in love, i have amazing friends, i have a healthy philosophy on life that continues to expand..
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
but i'm still on edge
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
as though things are unbelievable
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
that any moment and the pin could drop
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
and that's where all the psychiatric nightmares arrive again
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
facing people who will not hear me out, but instead make me mute
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Charlotka, go for a run
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
what did you mean by this: You are experiencing strong emotions somewhat later in life
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
and then i'll go for a run
Andrew Mencinsky says:
You are 24 now and experiencing love, intellectual fulfilment etc
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Often people go through these for the first time slightly earlier
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
really?
Andrew Mencinsky says:
However you had other things happening in your life at that time
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Compare yourself to your undergraduate peers
Andrew Mencinsky says:
They are no doubt going through similar emotional journeys to you
Andrew Mencinsky says:
However they are 4 years younger
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
maybe that's why i feel like such an outsider
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i don't know
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i'm going for a run
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
i need to leave my mind for a while
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
thank you so much for listening
Andrew Mencinsky says:
No problems Charlotka
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
you know i really appreciate it
Andrew Mencinsky says:
That's alright. I'll send you the bill in the mail
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
ok. can i blog this?
Andrew Mencinsky says:
If you think it has any merit
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
certainly, atleast for me.
Andrew Mencinsky says:
You have permission to publish/blog anything I communicate to you
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Without asking my permission each time
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
wahoo!
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
yes, that does take away from the authenticity doesn't it..
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
or does it?
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
anyway, thanks.
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
and i hope you are in melbourne soon.
Andrew Mencinsky says:
Go for a run and get some endorphins into your system
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
will do.
galactiCClincher: calling @ 18:00 mexican viernes says:
bye for now - have a good day.
Andrew Mencinsky says:Adios!

quicksilverfrost

2006-06-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

dear gen-y

i'm only writing you this letter in order to understand you better...what the hell are you little critters up to? why are you texting me instead of knocking on my door and what is this typo language that u r cre8ing?...
esta tan raro y tengo mucho miedo...

so here i am, alone, with only a bedside journal to guard my dreams, for now in the realm of cyber i can see that anything is possible, accessible, tolerable, transgressible...or is it?

gen-y, tell me, where are you taking us and do i have to follow? you know, i have my own religion, my own map, my own beat to skip to so don't expect me to walk anywhere else but off the beaten track. so far your game plan appears to be ruthless and lacks soul and i question your motives and aspirations...

but maybe, just maybe, now that i've planted my little chaparitta self upon a moonshine strand of the blog-web, just maybe you can show me a thing or two i ought to know...

i'm all ears